Wednesday, July 28, 2004
nationals.
wheeeeee !!
st nicks rockks !!
double champions
again.
out of the way sports school !!
hahahhs.
okok.so it wasn't as easy this year for the c div but the b div was a
breeze.
yays.
but the point is:
we rockk.
totally.
- grinn.
i dunno what to say.today was a good and bad day.elements of both rolled into one day.urghs.quite irritating.but i suppose that's the way life is.
the good part was the excitement and enthusiasm.it was just so cool to bond together as a school and just shout scream and shriek.
hahahhs.
one thing i will definitely remember is ms.kay or whatever her name is shouting at us "
come on st nicks.we gotta be louder than those retards over there"
-finger points at the victoria guys who are
bouncing up and down during their cheer-
hees.it is rather mean.but still we all laughed and just screamed shouted and shrieked even louder.
this year ms.lim managed to get us the great seats in the grandstand right in front of the finishing line.its like way cool.the atmosphere was just so there and everyone was hyped up.
only damper was the rain !! urghs.that's the start of my woes.its like halfway thru.it started pouring so hard that the races had to be stopped.i got totally drenched.which is fine.
its my bag tho that matters !!
icks.my papers are now like stuck together.the ink has run.and my
twelve letters are ruined.-sobs-there goes all my hardwork down the drain.my hwk diary is also destroyed.i tell you its a darn sad story lahh.
thank goodness val thought the movie review i wrote was good and went to photocopy it.when the rain wet my bag.it also washed the transparency !! so like half the review
disappeared.
ohwells.
the b div 4x400m race was sooo good.we won the race with the second placed team like
50-60m behind !! hahahhs.the c div one was quite okaee too.we came in 3rd or 4th.but the thing is.as long as we didn't get disqualified frm that race.we wld be double champs.hahahhs.we could even stroll throughout the whole 1600m and still win.
then even though we knew we wld be double champs-cos ms.lim was counting-debbie and i couldn't help jumping and hugging each other when the results were announced.
we went totally
crazieeeeee.
saint nicks.. all the way !!
`rachhie
obviously.
tee hee.
; rachh
10:23 PM
Monday, July 26, 2004
twisted ankle ?
hms.
yesterday was boring.today was slightly better.
urghs.
i feel as if life is getting
monotonous.like living in a mechanically planned life.just doing just abt the same thing over and over again.it is so not right.
grrs.irritating.
yesterday.
was supposed to be in church by 8.but i overslept.
oops.
reached church at abt half past instead.erms.had worship led by michelle.she was reallie stressed cos got
shuai ge there.hahahhs.yeahh.but she was still good.
after that we had lessons.went to see whether abi wanted to join us.but she wasn't in the pa room.
erms.
ooops ?
did we like scare her off or sth ?
hope not.
anywaes.belle joined us.
basically we didn't have any formal lessons.just filled in the spiritual gifts test thingy.as usual admin is one of my gifts.the other two were like mercy and evangelism i think.
erps.
where did they come frm ?
hahahhs.
after that had a nice long talk with cheryl.hms.then went in for service.
it was kinda messy.cos everyone was just coming in and going out.
in.out.
in.out.looks back and forth.back and forth.sigh.dunno larhhs.why is everyone so sad and lost and confused ?
yupps.
went out for lunch with john ross-the shuai ge-cheryl,michelle and uncle mak.
actually was supposed to eat in church but there wasn't enough food.so ooops.went out to joo seng.
uncle mak treated us.
- grinn.
thank you !!
hms.heard uncle mak's love story abt him and auntie amanda.hahahhs.so romantic.
i guess the three of us learnt some interesting lessons.
firstly,if the guy's the one God meant for you.he will be the one.so just leave it all to God.
secondly,its impt to pray for your future husband/wife cos you never noe what they're going thru.pray that God helps you as well.
yarhh.
john was real nice.he was reallie good.everything was just so confortable and he was so open and frank with us.too bad i didn't reallie get to ask my question.guess i was too chicken to ask.
ohwells.
too bad for me.
rushed back for rehearsal.
i would have to say this is the first rehearsal that i actually enjoyed having.it was reallie funnnnn.and time just went flying.and before you noe it.we were through the whole thing twice.
TWICE !!
hahahhs.
i think i looked
silly in the costume.but who cares.hehhs.getting my scarf next sunday.frm auntie lily i think.
hms.
must remember not to wear watch and other modern stuffies on that day.
yeahh.
then it was like during the first rehearsal dom malu-ed himself twice.hahahhs.too bad kor.and he passed me his two phones to keep in my pockets.so my pants were like dropping !! erpxz.
then there was this part.during the shalom scene.we were all behind the sanctuary.i took a photo using his phone.forgot abt the sound.so it was like all of a sudden there was this-
quack !! -sound.
urghs.in the silence.the sound was like even louder.
-paiseh-
then went to watch soccer.by the time we reached was like half time alr.kevin mong was like chao
enthu.brought down coke for us or sth.then gi and i wanted him to get us paper and a cd player.but he insisted we go with him.
dotts larhh.
in the end.we walked with him to his block but waited downstairs.too lazy to walk up to the fourth storey larhh.hehhs.he took like forever to get the stuff can.then when we finally got back to the field.he realised that his batt not enough !!
so stupid.
we lost 4-1 i think.
sighs.
went home.bathed.ate dinner.started working on maths project.work work work.worked til abt one plus.then talked on the phone til two.then slept.
today.
woke up with bleary eyes.all the way to school was like nodding off.
*nods*
hahahhs.yeahh.reached school and rushed out the movie review.val and jeanne were like is so good.crazy them went to photocopy it larhh.wierd.
bleahhs.
all the stuff i rushed-the maths proj and movie review-the deadlines were postponed !! grrs.so irritating.
during assembly we had like cheer practice.arghs.so darn pathetic.there was hardly enough noise to scare a pigeon.honest.it was like damn pathetic.then afterwards.the prefects led in a cheer.i just couldn't help laughing.shu hui was like someone's cheering off key.
had PE.hahahhs.it was like sixteen dodos chasing after one stupid ball that was rather
flat.
dumbdumb.
recess.did duty and talked on the phone.hahahhs.it was like-hold on kae.can you please button your collar ? thanks.okaee im back-hahahhs.so joke.
social studies was interesting.like all of ms ng's lessons are.ms ng just rocks larhh.
maths was rather dreary tho.
and finally PW.its like we realised that the day of our trail is the day goh chok tong is handing over to lee hsien loong.grrs.pray pray pray that the thingie will be in the morning.
met yong kang at compass point.wandered ard.silly guy refused to let me see his wrist.sighs.then got pissed and decided to leave.he followed me and after a while i was okae again.
so we went to punggol.it was supposed to be central.dunno how he ended up dragging me to the beach.
we walked and walked and walked.
and walked some more.
i tell you it was soooooooo far.and all the way yk was like freaking me out with stories abt the beach and sook ching and how the ocean turns red at night.
eeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwww !!
but the walk was reallie worth it.the beach is not gorgeous or anything.but you can reallie feel God there.it was just so natural to immerse myself in the beauty of the tranquility around me.and just glorify His name.had a nice long prayer and went away feeling very peaceful and joyous.
hees.
hms.
yupps.
think it's all.
.lil note.just for you.
yong kang--*
heyy.
it was reallie great talking to you and catching up.
please please please take care of yourself.
remember that your body is a holy temple of God.
don't do it anymore kae.
promise me.
all the best for your chinese test tmr.
joycee--*
haiya !! -karate chop-
hahaa.so felicia yeo.
anywaes.you takkaire kae.
all the best my ting er.
- grinn.
valerieng--*
heyy mei.
hms.
thanks for sacrificing some time on your bdae to come watch the musical.
let's continue praying for the rest.
that they'll be able to attend.
and that they'll be receptive to the word.
-smiles-
i'll remember the BEEG present.
don't worry.
hahaa.
qing--*
congrats gurl.
all the best whatever happens kae.
takkaire.
sara--*
heyy dear neutral.
haven't caught up with you in a long long time.
congrats on becoming a nexco.
reallie hope you get through the interview.
you'll do fine.
trust me kaes gurl.
aaronkor--*
kor kor !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahaa.
you silly toOtie.
study hard yeahh.make me proud.
woots.
jonathan--*
heyy.
didn't reallie get to talk to you much.
but thanks for everything.
you're the best yarhh.
hahaa.
good luck with your workload and all.
do sleep earlier.*glares*
takkaire.
angeljie--*
heyyyyyyyyy !!
hope all's well with you.
to be honest
i reallie slack alot online.
i should be doing more studying.
but reallie can't be bothered.
you takkaire too.
lurve you loadds. mwa+
woahh.
long entry.
takkaire all.
-rachel rocked your world.
; rachh
8:42 PM
Saturday, July 24, 2004
hugs.
hahaa.
me got a hug counter after a lot of pestering frm -
ahems-.
dotts lahh.
i just realised that i already have
35 huggs? hms.wonder where they came frm.its like super hidden.
for those who still dunno where it is.its below the personal information part.just scroll down.you'll see it.
grrs.
so frustrating.
supposed to be working on my maths project !! but here i am slacking.doing all sorts of nonsense.not doing what i'm supposed to be doing at all.
i better call felicia tot ell her i'll be late.
sighs.
my weekend is gna be like chao busy.better get to my maths soon.or else i'll have no time to do it.ditto for my english.silly me offered to do the movie review.
ohwells.
its called school life.
buh byes.
-rachhie
; rachh
11:37 AM
Thursday, July 22, 2004
justermdroppingby.
erm.just here to say like.hello.=))
miss you guys.tc.
- d0nuT.*
; ange
10:23 PM
Wednesday, July 21, 2004
dying.
hms.
i abit supposed to be studying for chinese test.but ohwells.me gonna die anywae.sigh.someone out there save me please ?
urghs.
me is feeling miserable.
; rachh
9:44 PM
when im old......
WARNING
by jenny joseph
when i am an old woman i shall wear purple
with a red hat which doesn't go, and doesn't suit me,
and i shall spend my pension on brandy and summer gloves
and satin sandals, and say we've no money for butter.
i shall sit down on the pavement when i am tired
and gobble up samples in shops and press alarm bells
and run my stick along the public railings
and make up for the sobriety of my youth.
i shall go out in my slippers in the rain
and pick the flowers ib other people's gardens
and learn to spit.
you can wear terrible shirts and grow more fat
and eat three pounds of sausage at a go
or only bread and pickle for a week
and hoard pens and pencils and beer mats and things in boxes.
but now we must have clothes that keep us dry
and pay our rent and not swear in the street
and set a good example for the children.
we will have friends to dinner and read the papers.
but maybe i ought to practice a little now?
so people who know me are not too shocked and surprised
when suddenly i am old and start to wear purple.
; rachh
3:56 PM
Tuesday, July 20, 2004
chinese test.
bOo !!
hahahhs.im having a chinese test on thursdae.haven't touched a single page of the textbook yet.someone tell me what im doing here.sighs.i dunno why.just reallie can't be bothered to do anything about the test.
this is
badd.
very
very badd.
but i still can't be bothered at all.
honest.
tell me
how ??
urghs.
im so not dead lahh.
ohwells.
today was good.
-smiles-
it was funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn !!!
/rushed out of school with yan ling.only to realise that i dun need to rush.cos otherwise i'd be like super duper early.so we went to seven-eleven.
tootieyanling.she couldn't find the brand of instant noodles she wanted.until i finally told her.becos of her snail's pace.we missed the bus !! then she blamed me.its like.dotts.my fault ? sth abt me not telling her where to look earlier.you owe me ten bucks yanling !! hurhurs.
/reached somerset.went to change my shoes first.bought shoes for cheryl too.yays.funnnnn !! - grinn.she and i now have the exact same pair of shoes.same colour.and size even.hahahhs.girlfriends rockk.
totally.then went to next door and wandered about.met my sec twos.which means im so dying tmr.but i can't be bothered anymore.[there's sth very wrong with my attitude !!]
/watched spidey.again.what can i say ? im nice.grinns.spidey was good.even though it was my second viewing.only towards the end.i was like abit urgent.for the toilet !! icks.so nightmare can.i was like.can they hurry up or sth.i wanna go pee.bloops.so stupid.when it finally ended.went to toilet downstairs thinking it wld be less crowded.hms.there were like three cubicles
OUTofORDER !! grrs.irritating.so there was a queue.i was hopping by the time it was my turn.when i got out of the cubicle.there was this old lady who was sooo anxious to use the toilet.she just like pushed-BANG-it hit me smack in the forehead.icks.got a
blue black there now.bleahhs.dumbdumb.looks icky.
thus concludes my wunnerful dayy.walked back to dhoby ghaut.and came homee.rushed through dinner and my bathe.then had family worship.hahahhs.was quite interesting.ely was like blabbing the whole time through.hahhs.
choo--*
heyyyyyy *ahems* !!
how was the track and field meet ?? grinns.
hope you had loadds of fun.
don't worry about missing lessons lahh.
chem we did revision.
and for physics.as they say.
shang ke ru bu shang ke yi yang.
so no worries kae.
marked your paper for you.
it was only then that i realised worksheet20 got 4 pages.i only have two.
bleahhs.
so blur.
must be my dadie's genes.
hahahhs.
cheryl--*
heyy dearie !!
bought shoes for you today.
- grinn.
see.aaron does care alot for you too.
i lurve you lurve you loadds my darling.
you takkaire kaes.
mwa+
angeldajie--*
da jieeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahhs.
long time no talk liao.
miss you and miss you like dunno whatt.
hms.
poly sounds chao busy and scarie.
hope you'll be able to cope with it all.
all the best kaes.
lurve you buckets too.
mwacks.
aaronkor--*
kor kor !!!
hahahhs.
must call you a few times more.
make you happie happie.
grinn.
jon--*
thank you thank you and thank you.
you're a dear.
all the best to you too kaes.
takkaire.
jason--*
urghs.
why you leave me all alone ??
hahahhs.
nvm.
thanks anywae.
you takkaire too.
joycee--*
heyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
dunno what to say.
you're a loser lohhs. - grinn.
not me not me.
blahs.
-sticks out tongue-
hms.
think that's all.
buh byes.
; rachh
9:36 PM
Monday, July 19, 2004
silence.
i went up.
you went down.
passed me by.
the flame went out.
hms.
not sure what's going on anymore.
just lost.
so very very lost.
ohwells.
i can't be bothered anymore.its like nothings working anyway.so i'll just step back.and let everything run by itself.just let time tick.
and tick.
hopefully.it'll all settle.like the water and oil-contorts-then settles.peacefully.then all will be in harmony.
am i making sense ?
- no.i most definitely am not.
nevermind.
cheryl--*
thanks dearie.please don't feel so insecure.its not a great feeling.hahahhs.i should noe.grinn.yupps.there is a good thing that's coming out of this musical so far.its allowed us to get closer.and just help each other along the way yeahh.you takkaire kae.i love you loadds dear !!
okies.
reading back.its all like a blur.a mess of colours.yet somehow through it all the peace transcends.and grabs you.takes hold.its a great feeling.you wanna live it over and over again.
ohmans.
im waxing lyrical.
and philosophical.
hurhurs.
buh byes.
; rachh
8:56 PM
Thursday, July 15, 2004
wheeeeeeeee !!
heyy.
the nationals are on the 28th of july if im not wrong.
yuppyupp.
rachel's maaaaddddddddddd AGAIN !!
buh byes.
; rachh
7:57 PM
Wednesday, July 14, 2004
i needa know something.
rachhie.pls lemme know..
when's the national track c'ships??
; ange
9:28 PM
whats going on ?
hurhurs.
/was supposed to watch movie.
then couldn't make it.
thought i could make it.
but it turned out
nc-16.
totally
dotts.
/lost my voice ?
not reallie larhs.but my throat hurts smthg bad when i talk.i can still get the volume.but i'd rather not.
hms.
was the swimming finals-last day-today.
sighs.
i think the secthrees are
pathetic.even pathetic is not good enough to describe the true hopelessness of it all.
reallie.we couldn't even cheer properly !!
its like.they weren't even loud to start with.then
every single time they would slowly die out.it was so embarrassing to lead them.only towards the end did they become more enthu.
woots.
i think my voice disappeared cos of the
Bdiv girls 50m relay.
we won !!
by
0.02s.
hahahhs.
but then we lost a few times by 0.01s.which was even more irritating.
anywaes.it was like soo close.the swimmers in lane 3,4,5 were all like head to toe with each other.when they swam it was practically like at the same pace.but when we saw on the scoreboard that we won.we all went
crazie.just screamed and screamed.
then screamed somemore.
grinn.
/took 88 home.
it was a
forever sorta ride.
on the way this guy sat next to me.and before i knew it he fell asleep.with his head on my shoulder !!
i was just
-shockshock-
totally didn't noe what to do.
when the poor guy woke up he was soooooooo
embarrassed.hahahhs.i had missed my stop by then.cos i didn't noe how to move with his head there.so i walked back.
ohwells.
/finally reached home.
i dun think i've ever been so glad to be home.i ate dinner.then wanted to soak in a warm shower.to relieve those aching joints you noe.but someone switched off the heater.so i ended up having a super cold shower.
icks.
/byee.
`rachhie
who noes what could happen.
you do what you do.
but keep on laughing.
one thing's true:
there's alwaes a brand new day.
im gonna live today like its my last dayy.
; rachh
8:57 PM
Monday, July 12, 2004
bloops.
hahahhs.
i shld be studying chem !!
redox reactions
urghs.
i just hate it.memorising all those formulas and reactions.goodness.i feel as if my head will burst any moment with all those letters and numbers.
ohwells.
shall do it a lil later on.
rite now im praying hard that i can watch movie tmr.hahahhs.i wanna see jonathan bennett or whatever his name is.jeanne say he very shuai.hahahhs.yays.
just figured out how to strike stuff out.wahahahhs.
i think im in a maadddddd mode.*rofl*-courtesy of rachel chew-grinns.
according to my dear choo.i go a lil crazzziiiiiieeeee on mondays.so on mondays..
watch out people !!!
here comes the craziee and madd rachel !!
woots.
hahahahahahahahahahhs.
rocks lahh.
hms.
sounds like chuwen.
but today was fun.
we had
pe.
-gasps.
hahahhs.it was like
soccer. 8 pple running after a ball, shrieking all the way.
hahahhs.
first we practiced.mrs.tan like showed us stuff.and we were all so worried for her.scared that she would like topple over or smthg.sigh.there should be some rule that says pregnant women cannot play soccer.its heart stopping watching them play.
scary.very scary.
then we started shrieking while practicing with live defenders.hahahhs.whenever the ball went the wrong way-glares at choo-we would start shrieking.hahahhs.i think joycee had a field day.she was laughing and laughing.then shrieking and shrieking.
then we had actual game.4on4.
finally.
but it was like nonsense.reallie just 8 shrieking pple running after one poor ball.sighs.
the rest of the day went by in a
blur.
sighs.
dunno what to do abt the sec twos.especially that girl whose bf comes to pick her up frm school everyday.sigh.its like she's totally embarassing our school.the way they behave in public.goodness.just watching them gives me the goosebumps.and its not like i wanted to watch.its just so in your face.like they're flaunting and stuff.icks.i think the whole bus stop was staring at the two of them.
ohwells.
none of my beeswax.
that reminds me.
has anyone heard of the phrase-beaming like a waxed apple?
hahahhs.
i heard it today.and im so tickled by it.its just such an interesting comparison.hahahhs.
hms.
i should go.
bloops.
`rachhie
; rachh
7:49 PM
Sunday, July 11, 2004
another sunday.
hms.
shall post smthg reallie shortt now.
then i need to rush off.
church today was fun?
wore a skirt.so everyone had some sorta comment.hahahhs.felt wierd.but ohwells.it was fun.new experience sorta thingie.
erms.
youth was good.we were done before the guys for once ! thn winnie shared about her trip to japan.
sermon was good too.about how co-operation is impt and all.plus we have to share a vision.yadayada.sorie pastor.not reallie good at regurgitating sermons.
yupps.
then cheryl and i went off to macs.had a nice long gurl talk again.it was reallie good cos we shared our feelings-no holds sorta thing-and everything just came pouring out.thanks cheryl darling.for just trusting me.and sharing it all with me.its good to noe im not the only one feeling tt wayy.huggs.
then had harvest rehearsal.
its like we were both sick so we both didn't noe we had to bring costume!! icks.practiced arise.its like so super HIGH!! can't stand auntie joyce's voice.hahahhs.me jealous?
we left early cos mumie suddenly decided i shouldn't watch movies and i wanted to hang out a bit first.while we were walking out.cheryl's mum called to ask where we were.auntie connie was pissed at us for leaving early.smthg like we kept disappearing halfway through.sigh.i don't mind participating and all.but there's soo much commitment.im not sure if i reallie wanna continue or not.
bleahhs.
it was like jon, me, aaron and cheryl.they were nice.and considered my situation.thanks for detouring to kovan guyys.you guys are absolutely the best.rocks.hahahhs.thank you thank you thank you.wandered about the newer part of heartland mall til abt 4.45.aaron even got a haircut! hahahhs.so funny.then they walked me home.mumie and dadie weren't at home so they came in for awhile.jon was super silly with elyssa.hahahhs.she kept looking at him funny.then i carried elyssa and walked them out to the mrt station.
and then back again.
-i think i nearly died-
mei was like soo heavy and the distance seemed twice as long without the rest there.
sighs.
yeahh.they went to pizza hut.i think.sigh.i wish i had gone.was stuck at home eating leftovers.but nvm.just finished cramming my english.hehhs.
oh boys.
tmr starts another week of school.
yupps.
ohh.
and today i wore contacts.
for a shortt shortt while only lahh.
hahahhs.
just realised this is a not so shortt entry after all.
grinn.
can't help it.
im too long winded.
byee !!
`rachhie
; rachh
9:43 PM
Thursday, July 08, 2004
throw them all away.i dowan them anymore.
heyy.its been long since i last came here.been really busy.still busy.but..zhi shao yao lai zhe li jiao dai yi xia. =)
all i want to say is..
hi to all reading.
and those who wanna know.read my blogg.
rachhie.mann you're taking over..good.=)
ta.
d0nuT.*
; ange
9:47 PM
its gone.
heyy everyone.
rachel's gone craziee.
again.
she's reallie reallie happy.
rachel doesn't know why she's so crazily happy.
maybe it was last nite's supper?
hahahhs.
its like yesterday auntie ron, uncle martin and auntie sally came over to bring my granma out for supper.but they ended up with me.whee.grinns.it was reallie fun.only thing was they started questioning and teasing me about my 'boyfriends'.
dotts.
all mumie's fault.
anywae.i came back like bursting at the seams.super duper full.
its like they had satay,teddy bear's bbq chicken wings,laksa,rojak,egg and oyster thingie and each of us had a bowl of beef kway teow.theyy sorta freaked when i said i never ate beef kway teow before.hahahhs.
the food was goot-jon,this is NOT german.hahahhs.-but the chicken wings were okae only.result of uncle mart's never buy from a stall with a queue rule.
ohwells.
hohum.
i forgot !! i so totally crush uncle martin's car !! its like damn beautiful.
very very very cool.
sitting in it made me feel like some rich kid or smthg.then you have those people who stare enviously.
hahahhs.
its like when i was sitting in there.we came to a stop at this traffic light.and the guy at the steering wheel in the nextdoor car was like ogling.
his eyes were popping out.
whoops.
hms.
school was okaee.wahahahhs.it was fun.met with ms low during recess.she gave us the go-ahead !! watch out all you uniform offenders !!
hahahhs.
i feel so sadist.
ohhs.and finally got the da vinci code frm felicia.yays.it seems quite okaee so far.
yuppyupp.
very scared for tmr's oral.i confirm die liaos.arghs.im like shivering already.
okae.so maybe its just the weather.
but that doesn't mean im not scared.im freaking out.
died-ed.
germs !! what's the plan for saturdae? still on anot? anywae.hope you're feeling okae yeahh.you takkaire gurl.
buh byes people.
`rachhhhhiiiiiiiiiieeeeeeeeeeeeeee
-grinn.
; rachh
3:53 PM
Wednesday, July 07, 2004
you rock my socks.
ahahahhs.
today was a day full of
shimmering shades of
brilliance.
yupps.
so cheem ritee.
hms.
got a few messages for various absolutely
wunnerful pples.so bear with me kaes.
aaron
kor:
heyheys.thanks so much for that phone call.it was great just talking to you on the phone.hearing you-and rachhie jnr-is like listening to myself.
wahahahahhs.
did i just admit that? -grinn.
anywaes.dun worry about yr oral anymore kaes.it's gonna be okaee.you're a smart boyy.-winks-we talked abt the-ahems-topic today during chinese lessons today.my teacher was like giving us this model answer.and throughout the whole thingie.you could see that she was just saying that kids like us-
ni men zhe xie xiao hai zi-just dunno the meaning of self-control.
whatever.
you takkaire of yourself kaes.so big boyy already.still dunno how to drink enough water.sleep long enough.hahahhs.-coughhs-
oooooops.
God bless you.lurve you
loadds.
mwaaaa+
angel:
hie dearie.how's everything? hope you're fine and all kae.and dun give that person any more thoughts.its not worth it-said the it's not working style-reallie its not.
anywae.jia you with yr schoolwork and all kae.look at it this way.you're almost done.me? i got another like 7 yrs at least?
sighs.
you takkaire too kae.
-huggs-
buh byes.
choo:
helloooooos my dearest ahem lao gong.
thanks for my grocery money.ahahahhs.don't worry.will return you asap kaes.
oh boyy.i reallie think the 4grace pple think we crush them or smthg lohhs.keep on going to their class outside and peeping in.so joke lahh.hms.now thinking who to nominate.YOU for president kaes.
yuppyupp.
schezn
nie:
still wanna thank you for all your support and encouragement.you were truly the beacon of light for me in my darkest moments.i'll never forget all your words.those letters were like life-saving!!you takkaire and rock on kaes.
my perfectionist diary:
thank you thank you thank you! you're a great guy.and im sure you noe it.so i wun inflate your head further.but jus reallie wanna thank you for all those times you were there for me when i was feeling real down.altho you probably dun noe it.you reallie reallie helped me.so thank you once again.-huggs-
is that all?
-scrolls up and checks-
yeahh.think so.
now im feeling too lazie to go and type anything else.so that's all for now.
`rachhie.
*tsktsktsk jon.
one, msg me during your lesson time.
two, no self-control.went to write in your blog.
hahahhs.dun take me seriously kae.im only jking.i like your blog entry.the lyrics are real nice. -grin
; rachh
3:30 PM
Tuesday, July 06, 2004
such sweet sorrow*
parting is
such sweet sorrow;
it slips in
silently.
and you take it.
don't know it.
it slips in
silently.
and you take it.
don't know it.
like a mixture of oil and water,
settles.
silence.
the oil resurfaces..
-slowly,surely-
finds air..
-breathes in,comes alive-
contorts..
-grabs you,looks you in the eye-
Boo !
NOOOO !!!
that was the last moment.
the last time.
the last deal.
you try to loosen your grip.
but you struggle to let go.
all it does to you
is
rip you apart.
and leaves an invisible mark.
familiarity-
you know you've gone through this before.
and you're going through it again.
it hurts.
fading-
merely a voice in your head.
simply swallow it !
savour the taste !
you know?
its gone.
; rachh
9:34 PM
`postcard design
wahahahahahahhs.
im in a craziiiiiieeeeeeeeeeeeee mood.
grinn.
now at yingxuan's hse.schezn and i were doing our postcard thingie.its darn cool.i dun care what everyone else says.
it does look abit messy.but..
its still very NICE!!!!
xiao di.
i dunno how he knows.but i reallie didn't tell him.we truly haven't been talking for a long long time already.i didn't betray your trust.please believe me.i have no idea how he noes.im just as shocked as you are.but i think he did noe even before i split with him.he was alwaes like hinting at it.whatever it is.please be okaee.you takkaire kaes.
hms.
saturdae-mean girls.yes yes YES!!!
hahahhs.
as long as the guys dun come along im fine.wohoho.feel evil.
anywae germs.my cousin come along kae.i sort of agreed to go with her alr.and michelle too.and fangyu.more the merrier yeahh.hahahhs.
toots.
i think that's all i have for now.
later folks.
`rachhie
; rachh
6:12 PM
Monday, July 05, 2004
half day tmr.whheee!!
sch till 11 tmr.*jumps around*!!
hols from 8 to 15 aug.ahhh time passes really fast.its the third week of school le.=) and im really happy.so yeaa.
d0nuT.*
; ange
9:33 PM
Sunday, July 04, 2004
ehhhh.
i was upset.but i wun say why as yet.im still thinking and trying to sort out a lot of stuff.hmmm a lot of stuff happened and i dunno how to react as yet.everything just went too past.
suddenly.i found one of my erm.best friend again.and i found my dada.again.i have to say it felt really good.tho.yeaa the scars of yesterdayy.but i guess it shows that yes.for the decade long friends.a decade worth of friendship is worth it.
- i miss my xiao di.badddly.aww.
rachhie dun worry its cool and yeaa.im not angry with you.tk care dear.
jon i dunno whether you'll be reading this.but.ill get to you soon.if you let me get to you.and if you want to let me.send me a msg.you say you want the truth.but you sure you can bear the truth??.i dowan to destroy you.either.
xiao di three words.i love you.a lot.okok fine that's five words.hahahaa.*huggs*
out.
d0nuT.
; ange
9:37 PM
sick
erpxz.
im sick.
sick
sicksick.
how gross lohh.
da jie:
you okaee? im sorie i didn't reallie talk to you today.and it was more like you had to comfort me and all.but reallie.if you have any problems.come and find me kae.
anything at all.
even if you're reallie pissed by me.or even if i've done smthg wrong.please tell me kae.
hms.ohh
yarh.
to muh class/sharon.winnie.michelle.fangyu/thanks a million for everything.you guys reallie rock.i reallie felt loved.and for the first time this week.i can hear myself think.no more words chanting in my brain.
yays.
sharon:thanks for the
shweet card.i will continue to pray.and thank you so so so much for praying.
to my anonymous mailer:
yesh.i received your second love letter.see you ard.
today was a typical
rollercoaster day.
yeahh.
rollercoaster.
let's see.
this morning was like
horrid.
i woke up with a headache.
-again-
sigh.
went to church.thought of the-ahems-love letter.the stupid words kept repeating themselves in my head.after that i couldn't quite concentrate on worshipping God.
badd.
double sigh.
then we sang
complete.it brought to mind the analogy that schezn used.
-thanks schezn.you've been blessing to me this week.let's continue to communicate and let this friendship blossom yeahh?
-thanks jon.for just singing the song during worship.it reallie helped to clear my mind.and just helped me to refocus on God.remembering that He's the only one who can make me complete.huggs dear.
during the song i was rather emotional.one tear leaked out.hahahhs.unfortunately.i broke down before class started.
okae.
so its not so unfortunate.
in fact it was a blessing,a God-send.
the whole class was fully encouraging and after that i reallie cheered up loadds.so thanks you guys.during service i was badd.didn't reallie concentrate.but the publicity for the harvest event was real
cute.
after that we spent this long long long time deciding where to go for lunch.finally decided to go town.
but halfway thru the mrt ride.jon suddenly got an urge to eat prata? so totally wierd.but we all decided that it wasn't a bad idea.so we got off at little india-the
it's not working station-and went in search of a prata place.
we saw this cute lil kittie with white boots.then aaron kor led us to this place.so we all sat down and ordered.there was no prata-only naan-so we ordered rice and three meat dishes.
it was
soooooo spicy!!!
its like all of us had to get a second cup of lime juice.and in the end.we got another shock.the bill came up to a grand total of-drumroll please-..
$96.70 !!!!!
i think we all went into shock.for a moment i was like are you sure that's our bill? of course.we had to take into consideration the $2x14 for the lime juice itself.hahahhs.kor was like.i'll nv go into tt shop without my parents ever again.
hehhs.neither will i!
after that we went to dhoby ghaut.cos jon wanted to buy a pair of formal black pants.
hms.seems like its alwaes cos of jon.hahahhs.
wierd.
-on the way i saved jon's life.-
grinn.
we wandered ard for awhile.then angel they all went into this perfume store.jon and i didn't feel like it so we looked down at the food fest or smthg like tt.we were making all sorts of comments.when suddenly i turned ard and realised the rest had left.
grrrrrrrr.
KEVIN MONG !!!
and i thought he had changed.
jon and i couldn't be bothered.they weren't even answering calls.so we went off to john little to see if we could find a suitable pair of pants.there we met aaron-ng-and cheryl who had also been 'left behind'.
grrr again.
anywae cos it was bearing three.aaron kor and i needed to head home.so they finally contacted us.jon bought his pants and off we went to yamaha.
we left in a rush.and jon messaged and said smthg like by the time he said bye i was gone.
kor was like-"it sounds like one of those drama shows where the guy says bye but the girl is long gone."
hahahhs.
yupps.that was basically my day.
jon:
can't stand her.she's still so cute.hahahhs.anywae.dun worry abt it all kae.leave it all to God and He will clear your paths for ya yeahh.and remember that it takes two hands to clap.im glad that you're having a good time at poly and that you have so many new friends.takkaire and rock on kaes.all the best!
/jie.cheryl.aaron
ng.aaron
kor.andrew.jon.kevin
mong.
thanks for today.i reallie enjoyed myself despite the costly meal.hahahhs.hope you guyys had fun too.rock on yeahh.byee.
`rachhie
; rachh
8:15 PM
Saturday, July 03, 2004
; ange
1:27 PM
Thursday, July 01, 2004
bahhhh.
all this time you were pretending
so much for my happy ending.
<< *raise eyebrow*.
arghhs i cant raise my eyebrow.i know..-pouts-
jon.i really cannot make it lehh.that is soo chim.hahaa okok i know im good.but..like.it just dun sound rightt??.help me on saturday or something too kk??.puh-leese.with no whipped cream on top.*smile eagerly*.
suddenly i badly miss going to escape.hmm thought of this email that was sent to me 2 years ago.the title was something like wet wet wet!!.or something.hahaa.we had fun when we get really wet.hahaa.the first time was at orchard when we braved through a crazy thunderstorm.the second was going to escape and going down that water slide.and the last time!! hahaa at some friends' condo and everyone got thrown into the pool.hahaa.that was THOROUGH wet.=) ahhhh the good ol' days.i wun ask for them anymore.cos tho impossible..
heard this song..'when my memories take the place of You, Jesus come.' ring a bell??.i cant let memories take over me.and rule my life.cos no matter how much i compare.it might seem that the better days were before.but they wun happen again..so i guess i just have to accept the facts and move on.amen??.
-drowning myself with 'complete'.intoxicated me!! it better!! hahahaa.
tales of a broken heart
its just emotions taking me over.
d0nuT.*
; ange
10:17 PM
going retro. erpxz.
-points up at title-
icks.
so stupid lohhs.
its like why retro.and they told us like just? how are we supposed to throw together a retro outfit in one afternoon.a bit
not late only lahh.
hahahhs.
but nvm.had loadds of fun today.
despite the resultant aches.
it was like:
choo,claire,me
-the three
rotting prefects-
jaime,huei li
-the two
free monitors-
val ng and annette
-the two
tie-less ones-
went to wreak havoc.
its like we went to heeren to find some retro accessories for the class to wear.
walked like
two rounds among the shops.
then finally went back to mini bits to buy
all their stock of the bangles.
so joke lohhs.
and it was still nt enough-we also cleared their stock at their other branch in kovan.
then headed to cactus and pine to buy the hair pins.the earrings at heeren weren't
BIG or eye-catching enough for their taste so we went to far east.bought the earrings there.
then slacked at KFC.checked out our newly bought merchandise.hehhs.we like sorta laid claim to the items.
then jaime,val and me walked to dhoby ghaut to take NEL home.
home now with a
splitting headache-what's with me and headaches lately?-and feeling sore everywhere.
anywaes.
chinese test today was
quite easy.altho the sentences part killed me.but what to expect..su dong po set one.
-grinn
so horrible of me.
woots.
`rachhie
all this time you were pretending
so much for my happy ending.
; rachh
8:03 PM
